Having something you regret later in life is a painful thing to have..
sometime i wonder how my life would be like.. if i would be a happier person if i stick with something i truly loved. If i didn’t bail on fashion and kept going with it. If i should of went to FIDM and lived in the state i dream of living.. what i kept going on with dancing.. whenever i dance, i feel like the world stopped and its only me moving.. my heart is beating with the music. I feel like this world is so peaceful with no worries. What would happen if i kept going with these two wonderful things i loved so much. I always regret my decision… i just hope younger people won’t do the same mistake as i did. Although becoming a travel nurse/pharmacy would be a great job and going to school in CALIFORNIA is my dream.. AND i will make that dream come true. If its something i want.. i am going to work hard and get it. In the long run it will be worth it.
if you have regrets.. make it up to something you won’t regret later on again..
Thought i let him go but i guess his still in my mind at times..
at times when i go to places that I’ve been.. with him, i think of him.
all the great times and laughter we had there..
i always had someone to go watch a movie with.. no matter if it was a chick flick movie.
he would always come with me and keep me company…
Passing my an ice cream shop, reminds me of him..
the time when we got a LARGE and just shared one between us.. how he could feed me.
i was like a baby. LMAO!
I miss you..
i miss your company..
i miss you being by my side..
i miss your hugs..
i miss our late night talks..
i miss our late night school parks..
i miss our late night star watching…
i miss you.. & i think i loved you..
BUT its the past now.. time to move on.
you will ALwAYs be in my HEArT<3
For couple weeks I’ve been watch korean drama during my spare time.
Dramas i couldn’t watch during school..
basically they suck.. i feel like korean drama got even worst then before.
the ending is just HORRIBLE and omg.. they shouldn’t even start it in the beginning.
i mean some are good during the middle part but others can be just HORRIBLE.
OMG! haha..
